If it’s not bad enough that this time of year fucking kills me..
All I think of is the family I don’t have with me. The people who have left me …
My poor angel …
this time of year sucks
My daughter should be 5 months old right now not dead.. I fucking hate this so much and I’m so sorry your not here my baby I would do anything to take back what happened I would have saved you in a heart beat if I could have if I hadn’t been so fucking stupid. You were growing, you were a part of me and I miss you everyday. I’ll always love you.
.. Like I said if that wasn’t bad enough my friend was on my tumblr liking shit and liked an old friend of mines post , like fuck I want no contact with this bitch and now she’s gunna see it was liked by me and be like wtf. Seriously like I don’t need the drama.
The only thing going good in my life is the my relationship. I love my boyfriend more then anything in the world and I swear to god I fall for him more everyday. Dakotah keeps me strong and he keeps me safe and never let’s me down. He’s the only thing that keeps my depression from consuming me… And for that I owe him the world. ❤️
Pin me down and gently drag your lips and fingertips all over my skin. Put your mouth on my neck and use your teeth to send chills down my spine. Climb on top of me. Look deep into my eyes. Press that cunning smile against my wanting lips. Bite my lip. Make my whimper. Pull my hair. Help me let out some sweet little moans for you. Whisper in my ear everything you could do to me, everything you want to do to me…then don’t. Make me want it. Make my body beg for it.